Just cannot take it anymore - seriously cracking up
Well, the situation is getting worse. I don't think I can keep it together much longer. There are cracks that are showing at work, in my personal life.
I am tired of the whole mess. I am tired just being me.
I am so fed up with my husband's mood swings. This morning, I started making breakfast while he showered and changed. He comes into the kitchen dressed and I asked him to finish cooking his eggs while I eat. (I still need to shower and get dressed) He apparently was angered by this because he thought that I was making both of us breakfast. So, he comes to the table with eggs on a plate - no fork - nothing but eggs. I mention, "is that all you are having?" His answer is "apparently" and leaves the room. Would anyone else agree that this would be childish at the least and emotional abuse at the most?
This afternoon, he asks me to review some documents he got from a lawyer and give feedback via email. I didn't have anything original and simply re-iterated all of the info I felt was important. He never answered my email and when I spoke to him on the phone, he didn't mention it.
So, I brought it up and he said, "you didn't offern me anything new so I didn't feel there was any point". I challenged this and explained that if you ask me to spend time doing something and then you don't even acknowledge the work, after a while, it begans to send the message that you don't value my contribution. He just said, "oh, okay".
I am sick of all of this. ALL of it. I am not rubbish. I want someone to appreciate me.
Well, the situation is getting worse. I don't think I can keep it together much longer. There are cracks that are showing at work, in my personal life.
I am tired of the whole mess. I am tired just being me.
I am so fed up with my husband's mood swings. This morning, I started making breakfast while he showered and changed. He comes into the kitchen dressed and I asked him to finish cooking his eggs while I eat. (I still need to shower and get dressed) He apparently was angered by this because he thought that I was making both of us breakfast. So, he comes to the table with eggs on a plate - no fork - nothing but eggs. I mention, "is that all you are having?" His answer is "apparently" and leaves the room. Would anyone else agree that this would be childish at the least and emotional abuse at the most?
This afternoon, he asks me to review some documents he got from a lawyer and give feedback via email. I didn't have anything original and simply re-iterated all of the info I felt was important. He never answered my email and when I spoke to him on the phone, he didn't mention it.
So, I brought it up and he said, "you didn't offern me anything new so I didn't feel there was any point". I challenged this and explained that if you ask me to spend time doing something and then you don't even acknowledge the work, after a while, it begans to send the message that you don't value my contribution. He just said, "oh, okay".
I am sick of all of this. ALL of it. I am not rubbish. I want someone to appreciate me.
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