Today was a tough day. I went out with my friend, Maria, last night. We had too much to drink and I texted my husband a few times. They were friendly but they were still sent.

I woke up on Sunday morning and checked my phone only to find that he hadn't replied to any of them. That is when it is hard. He doesn't reply. I know that I need to get used to my relationship ending but when you still live together and do things togethers, the end doesn't feel so close.

I just felt so lonely. And I missed him. I think I will always miss him.