Yesterday was my two year Wedding Anniversary. I was okay for most of the day, but this morning was tough. My husband left early in the morning for work, as he does often. I woke later and the house was empty and quiet.

I felt so sad. I thought about cuddling my husband and how that would never happen again. It made me unbelievably sad and I wept. I sat on my bed and wept openly. The tears fell and make my cheeks wet. It felt like I would never stop.

I fumbled with my mobile phone and texted my husband. Stupidly, I wrote "where is my cuddle bunny?". (I know, crap message) There was no response. I sat there for a while. Thinking about how happy I was with him before. How lucky I was to have that special relationship before and how low I felt now.

On my walk to work, my phone received a text message from back in response. He wrote, "I am here!" If only it were true.