Pop Surrealism is my favourite form of art and I have blogged about it many times. Here is a painting and a link to more by artust, Gail Potocki. Beautiful stuff!

P22 Kids doing Journey's "Don't Stop Believing". It is amazing. I wish I had a music teacher like him. Keep going to the end. The boy's solo is great!

Today, I am angry. Today I want to send D an email that tells him how much I hate him. How I cannot stand that I am starting over again. How I hate British men. How they are pathetic and weak and refuse to grow up or take responsibility.

I hate him that he has made me go back out there into the wild where I am rejected by men that I know I am better than.

I cannot stop crying. I just cry and cry.
I am so upset. I don't know what to do. D has told me that he wants me back and wants to change so that we can make it work.

So, he put the question back into my court. I don't know. I really don't. I am miserable without him, but given he has dumped me twice already it doesn't fill me with confidence that he won't do it again.

I guess maybe ask him for some space so I don't think about "us" all the time.

Why don't I get love that just exists as it is and without conditions. Why do I get a love that is incomplete?!

Why must I get "I love you, but I need time to figure out why I am scared of commitment and address it". Great! So take your time and sort yourself out. What I do in the meantime? I am supposed to just wait?

Why can't someone just love me whose issues are not gigantic?

I have so much love to give. Why do I have to be alone? I am really struggling.