Well, just returned from the US. Spoke to my husband about officially splitting up. It appeared that he had a date around the house. It was a bit shocking. I want to date again but to see that he had someone around our house was a bit much.

We started talking about us and splitting and mistakes we have made in the past. He said that he didn't know if he wanted to split. That perhaps 2007 would be a good time for us to try to start again together, but really start.

We gave ourselves two days to think about it and then agreed we would speak and make a decision. Do or do not.

We will see. D-day is less than two days away and I need to decide whether I could really try again. I am unsure. I bet he is as well.