I am sad and a little lonely but it isn't that bad, probably because it has been building up for such a long time. In a way, I have already done a lot of mourning.

My husband emailed me today and he was really funny and charming. I hate it. It makes me want to hug him. Then it makes me mad because I don't see that guy normally. But it sounds like he is doing his own thing and it is goign well for him.

I am staying busy. That is good.

He is also coming by the house to get some stuff, but I will still be at work when he does. I will miss him, luckily.

Here is a question: Do you think I should change the locks? I wonder about that kind of thing. I just don't know what is the thing to do. (terrible thought, isn't it?)