Where shall I live next?

NYC
SF

Sri Lanka

Here is a website that sells prints of artists works. If you are looking to waste some time looking at beautiful and interesting works or you are searching for something to decorate with - beyond IKEA prints. This is it.

Wednesday

...Moderate Awkwardness

Okay, I can live with that

Thursday
fumbling confusion
Friday
regret
Saturday
bewilderment
Sunday
separation
Monday
tragedy
Tuesday
depression

Here are the winners of the 2006 "Make a Wedding Dress out of Toilet Paper" contest. There are some amazing dresses!

I find that ninjas make me happy. If they make you happy too, visit this site and laugh away.

Well, still single. So that is positive. My husband is still emailing and visiting me and I know that I need to put my foot down and tell him not to see me so often.

Anyway, it feels positive mostly. Been engaging in running and yoga so I am feeling healthy. It is good. It makes me feel better than just running around work and complaining.

This weekend is the Notting Hill Carnival and I hope to go and run around with my friends. It would be a lot of fun. Well, it has been in the past anyway.

I am sad and a little lonely but it isn't that bad, probably because it has been building up for such a long time. In a way, I have already done a lot of mourning.

My husband emailed me today and he was really funny and charming. I hate it. It makes me want to hug him. Then it makes me mad because I don't see that guy normally. But it sounds like he is doing his own thing and it is goign well for him.

I am staying busy. That is good.

He is also coming by the house to get some stuff, but I will still be at work when he does. I will miss him, luckily.

Here is a question: Do you think I should change the locks? I wonder about that kind of thing. I just don't know what is the thing to do. (terrible thought, isn't it?)

Japanese Apartment block, Amazing!!

This man has tunneled his house and through the neighborhood, Hackney, for 4o years. He is finally being stopped but not before a team is going to assess the extent of the work.

I ended things with my husband - just now.
We were supposed to get together to talk about it tonight, but he said the discussion sounded ominous and wanted to do it then on the phone. I asked him again if he had made a decision on whether he wanted to be with me or not. He said that he still didn't know.

I explained how lonely I was. I couldn't take the waiting and being patient anymore. I needed to move on.

He asked if this move would make me less lonely and I said I am sure not in the short term, but in longer term, yes.

I also said that I thought it was really unfair putting me into this situation since I am the one that wanted the relationship to work out. He acknowledged that.

We both said I love you and then it was done.

Glad I did it, but still feeling pretty miserable. I just thought eventually he would come around. Oh, well.