I am okay, mostly.

I miss my husband and the life we had. He still lives in the house (in the guest bedroom). Tonight we have made an appointment to sit down and discuss the plan. Are we going to sell the house, rent it, etc?

I don't know what I want to do. In some ways, I feel that I should have a clean break and sell the house, but I really like it. Perhaps it would bring me some comfort? But I don't think I would feel that way if he moved out and it was just me.

I guess I need to get rid of the house and find a roommate. Clean break. That would be best for me.

Sad. I guess today I am mostly sad.